TEARS for His Pain

I had been spending allot of my time focused on demons. I wanted to learn more about where they hide and live and what they do. Because they were visible to me now and I was seeing them everywhere.

On TV Shows and in Movies. In everything that I watched live and in person and I was able to unbelievably take pictures and videos of them sometimes to prove to myself and others they were real.

I had been watching a Minister do Deliverances and Exorcisms on YouTube and decided that I wanted to receive one. But there was no manifestation with the first and second meeting online and I attributed this possibly to the morphine I was on. I also accepted that this was possibly giving them a right to hang around. Maybe not, but that was my thinking. 

So I enrolled in a university and started studying online to learn more and I began watching online. How Pastors and Ministers prayed and executed their Inner Healing, Deliverance and Exorcisms. I ended up watching maybe 300 or more and witnessed the demons being expelled mostly through the mouth, but other orifices too. 

I also bought a small library of books from those who were and are experienced in the field to increase my education.

Traversing from studying demons, to wanting to learn how to help others in the name of Jesus. To heal them, set them free and then protect them afterwards.

All my focus was now focused on HIM and in 2023 I checked in for supervision while I detoxed from the high dose of morphine that I was on. Due to a head-on accident in 2006 and while under care and going through my withdrawals, I chose to use the time to pray. 

I would finish a prayer and another image or thought would appear of someone. So, I would pray for them and another would show up. So, I continued with my prayers for everyone for about 8 days before the names and images slowed down.

While there I also prayed for God, since HE had lost a third of HIS Angels and HE had also lost so many countless others to sin. 

Returning home after 10 days from the treatment center, I continued to express my grief about the pain HE must still have. I then continued to bring it up occasionally, while in conversation with HIM.

Months later, I again expressed the same grief about how sad I was and how much pain HE must still have and has to endure and I told HIM that HIS pain will ALWAYS be my pain too.

I immediately was filled and overcome with the Holy Spirit and I busted out in uncontrollable tears. HE and I then balled our heads off together until we were finished.

I then gathered a deep breath and wiped my drenched face that had been covered with the flood of tears.

My head after this was left spinning for about a week and now I am able to write about this amazing experience I had with HIM.

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